Strangest thing happened today.  I was ravenous, wanted to eat but nothing I ate seemed to satisfy me.  I wanted veggie burgers, but I had planned that for dinner, it was only 3:ish, but I wanted them burgers.  So I had them, on a bun with Dijon mustard & cheese.  Guess what, the cravings went away.  I truly believe the Holy Spirit was helping me make a food choice that was good for me.  I still am not hungry and it is after 7:pm.  I have enough money to buy 2 more packages of them before I get paid.  Wish they weren't so expensive, you pay more for 4 patties (over $4.00 a box) than a pound of ground round.  I remember the first time I was in the hospital for my A-Fib, I ate them twice a day and lost 40 pounds  in 13 days, doing nothing but sitting in the recliner and cross-stitching!  Keep growing in me Holy Spirit, push out the bad choices, make me wiser to the good.

Take It All

a song by Third Day

I listened to this song today, truth be told, I listened to it for at least 30 minutes, if not more, I lost track of time!

How can I move ahead if I don't stop punishing myself because I am fat?

I won't forgive myself for my past mistakes, but Jesus already has.

I keep hurting myself with food, and Jesus is there saying that I am already forgiven.

Today I ask Him to take all my past mistakes,
and help me to forgive myself!