1-Month Progress

September 12, 2011 = 404
October 12, 2011 = 386
Total Lost = 18


Kind of pathetic actually... considering I lost 18 lb. in my first week, then diddle-daddled around for 3 weeks trying to figure out this stupid body of mine.  I went back up to a high of 393 as of 10/3, then got serious again.  I'll be happy with the 18 lb. loss, but of course I wish it were more!

1 month progress

454.0 on 09/10/11

448.0 on 10/10/11

-6.0 pounds

Weight 4 Today!!

432.2

Not doing it today

Not weighing myself until Monday. I can't stand the thought of another weight gain that my eating habits are not responsible for.

Gained Again

Gained .2. Monday I was 420.0 & today I am 429.4, it took me 7 days to get down to 420.0 and 3 days to jump up to 429.4. All my hard work, teaching myself not to overeat, all down the drain!!!!

Just Wonderful

Up another 5.4 pounds!!!

Gained!!

Oh so miffed am I. Went to the emergency room and they pumped a whole bag of water in me. I was down to 420.0, weighed myself this morning and I am up to 423.8. Geeze, if i'm gonna gain weight I want it to be because I had something good, not a bag of water!! So I ate supper with the family tonite, roast beef, mashed potatoes with gravy, mixed vegetables and a 1" by 2" pumpkin bar with pecans. Chances are I will gain tomorrow, but at least I know it is of my own accord. Tomorrow I will get back on the band wagon, veggie burger & soup.

I'm DOWN

Got this big old body of mine into submission.  387.6 this morning.  Woo-hoo!!  1Corinthians 9:27 "But I chastise my body and bring it unto servitude."  Thank you, Jesus, for the words of hope, and the promise of a blessing after obedience.

I'm UP

Well, after a discouraging weekend, when I should have been losing weight, I've gained 8 ounces.  I am truly at war with my flesh!  I will win, though, because I've got the Lord at my side!  


1 Corinthians 9:27a     "But I chastise my body, and bring it into servitude"


That is my motto.  Apparently my metabolism is freaking out, on top of having my period, and well, the steak dinner last night didn't help me any!!  Old fat body of mine, get ready for a whoopin today.  I will gain no more.

Sometimes?

Sometimes we put up walls,

not to keep others out,

but to see who cares enough to tear them down!

I was blind, but now I see. A little better anyway!

For the first time in a long time I feel hope, like I am finally getting back to where I should be. I am encouraged and full of joy that I am seeing light at the end of the tunnel. I believe all 3 of us are "do gooders", we do good for everyone else but not ourselves, and if we do anything good for ourselves we feel that is wrong! Well, not anymore, we can do good by drenching ourselves in the word, and casting off the sins that hold us down. Look out world, the Three Fat Christians will soon be called, the Three Conquerors!!

Why the binge??

It is now 7:09pm. I ate plenty of food for dinner, I was not hungry afterwards but I had a piece of brownie, 3 oatmeal cookies, and 2 rice krispie squares. The worse part is I could keep on eating, the good part is I did stop. But why did I start? I feel like a big old stuffed failure. I am so stupid, I am so stupid, I am so stupid!!!!!

Chocolate Cake & Stress

I ate 1 1/2 pieces of chocolate cake Monday, and they weren't small. Still can't find my scale. So frustrated!!

I have never blogged before just checking to see if it works. This eating right thing is getting complicating. LOL

Where's the scale!!

I can't find my scale & am getting frustrated. Sounds silly, but I actually want to weigh myself so I have a starting point. Hopefully I will find it tomorrow.

Welcome!

Okay Ladies... here's the first post.  A test to see if I know just what in the world I'm doing here!