Take It All

a song by Third Day

I listened to this song today, truth be told, I listened to it for at least 30 minutes, if not more, I lost track of time!

How can I move ahead if I don't stop punishing myself because I am fat?

I won't forgive myself for my past mistakes, but Jesus already has.

I keep hurting myself with food, and Jesus is there saying that I am already forgiven.

Today I ask Him to take all my past mistakes,
and help me to forgive myself!

Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass,

It's about learning to dance in the rain.

Hmm, been thinking today.  If God the creator of all, has given me this body challenge, then He must believe I can concur it!  What am I waiting for?  If God is behind me, who can stop me.  Only one can stop me from my accomplishments, and that is myself.  Ohhh, what a fool I have been.  (just a note, when I typed the word fool, I first typed it as food, how sad am I).

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Unless I let go of this addiction to food, my life will be nothing.
Holy Spirit grow inside of me to push out what is not of God.

Twenty days later!

418.0 -- 8.6 pounds away from my first 100 lost

Happy 2012?

Here it is, my 2012 starting weight.

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