For the first time in a long time I feel hope, like I am finally getting back to where I should be. I am encouraged and full of joy that I am seeing light at the end of the tunnel. I believe all 3 of us are "do gooders", we do good for everyone else but not ourselves, and if we do anything good for ourselves we feel that is wrong! Well, not anymore, we can do good by drenching ourselves in the word, and casting off the sins that hold us down. Look out world, the Three Fat Christians will soon be called, the Three Conquerors!!
It is now 7:09pm. I ate plenty of food for dinner, I was not hungry afterwards but I had a piece of brownie, 3 oatmeal cookies, and 2 rice krispie squares. The worse part is I could keep on eating, the good part is I did stop. But why did I start? I feel like a big old stuffed failure. I am so stupid, I am so stupid, I am so stupid!!!!!
I can't find my scale & am getting frustrated. Sounds silly, but I actually want to weigh myself so I have a starting point. Hopefully I will find it tomorrow.